Hungary

Sometimes in our lives we get this feeling of hunger. Not the food kind, but the feeling of “I want more.” It is possessive, and perhaps egotistical to ask, but I know I find myself in places where I look at my daily routines and say, “that’s it? I want more.”

Having been shut off from other pleasures and routines, I can say that my life is starting to smell of a state of limbo. I was asked not to recently what all I’m going to do with my wonderful degree from Lewis and Clark. All I could think about was what I was going to do to finish that project at work.

Sad isn’t it.

I know this juncture is only a marker that I’ll look back on and laugh at. I’m naturally prone to want more in the way of feedback, communication, etc. but it’s too cumbersome I suppose to help me out, thus I’m stuck… Stuck in a wedge between wanting adventure and establishing myself in this world.

Enough of my babble.. Life is good in reality…

In fact it’s all good… just not satisfying enough 😛

Whatever.

Lets just hope Bhutto pushes out of this Musharaf rutt and kicks some behind ..ok! I’ll volunteer for any parade she marches in!

~J

 

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